My Latest pic (CNY 2009)

Trying to make my eyes look bigger... haha...

My house Kitchen.. I know... it kinda look retro... right... (-_-)...

I think I.......

I think I.......
Cannot take another blow from that issue.........

I think I.......
going to break down anytime from now......

I think I.......
might f you up if i receive another attitude from you......

I think I.......
don't gain anything after giving so much.....

I think I.......
might leave if you don't treat me any better from now on.....

I think I.......
lost..... in this big big world.....

I think.......
You don't view my blog....

Can someone please enlighten me??
I think I'm going into depression soon.......

Our Baby Jazzie

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Jazzie

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Yeah Yeah Yeah

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Tired... Really Tired......

Today is a tired day.....
Early morning go up to the store to take out CNY deco...
Then bz do work till 1.30pm... tons of last min works...
3pm got meeting untill 4.30pm...

Tiring day @ work...

I'm totally lost.. upset.. and speechless....
Why am I treated like this.....
I lye down on my bed.. I recalled how u care for me, how u put me 1st in ur heart... those days we always go east coast and sit down chat.... look at "xiuling" star... those days tat u will look at my blog/friendster everyday without fail... then i recalled what you say to me this afternoon.........

I break down..

Totally BLANK and tears started dropping.......
Totally lost... don't know wat to do..... My hands are cold... My eyes sollen...
You are trying to make everyone happy... but.... why am I the only one not happy?
I really don't understand.... Maybe I'm too stupid/naive/childish to understand things like that.....

How I wish... that I'm in coma now... then I dun hav to tink or move.... juz deep sleep... alone... all alone... like a living-dead.... How I wish.. I wish....

Gala Dinner Countdown Party 2009

Our Team!!! Hip Hip Hooray!!!! :D
From Left: Dexter (Membership exe), Xiuling(Me, Designer), Hamiza (PR manager), Cecilia(Membership senior), Delia (Membership exe), Jeff (Boss, Membership Manager)

Dexter, Hamiza, Cecilia, Delia

Calvin and me

Hamiza and me

Hamiza and Jit Singh

Four of us!!

Me and Prakash

Me~!


Magic Show














Had a fun day tat day!!! Party fin at 12.30am... But hav to choose and upload photos for mediaactive... So... Boss, Hamiza, Rose and me... work till 6am..... dots... work from 9am till 6am.. all of us stone stone face.. but still can drive back!!! 4 car voom voom voom~!!!! wahhaaha.. luckly all of us okie.. lol... I slept till 7.45pm on new yr day.... and i'm at work today... aarrgghh~~~ seems like no holiday~~~~ sobsob.. nvm.. i got off-in-lieu..! whahahaaha.. hehe...

O ya... EVERYONE~~~~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!!!!! :D